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HM [16 Aug 2012|03:58pm]
This one is really different, and really special. I'm in so much trouble.
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If [06 Aug 2012|08:45pm]
I'm realizing that life isn't about wondering "What if?", it's about making the "if" happen. And now I'm making it happen. The "if" is totally worth it.
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<3 less [28 Jul 2012|06:48am]
I think I must be heartless....and loveless....and careless. But at least I don't get hurt. But you may be the one to hurt me. It would be easy, which is why this is so hard.
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Bubblegum Bitch [12 Jul 2012|09:16pm]
Oh, "Dear Diary", I met a boy, he made my Doll heart light up with joy.


I think you're gonna be my biggest fan.
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Babe [07 Jul 2012|12:43am]
You give me the best kind of heart ache <3
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seriously :) [03 Jul 2012|10:14pm]
Is this for real? This is a dream, right? It has to be a dream.
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You [02 Jul 2012|11:07pm]
This is surreal, and euphoric, and amazing.
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STFU [02 Jul 2012|12:09pm]
Seriously, please stop telling me what to do. It's fucking annoying.
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I never really cared for this song until now [01 Jul 2012|07:42am]
"to the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, baby, please don't touch


You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute"
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sleepless [01 Jul 2012|07:32am]
that's it, tonight I'm taking half of of one of my nausea pills that make me super drowsy and I'm going to sleep/be lazy all day tomorrow. So annoyed lately by everything he says and does. I don't want to kiss him, i don't even want him to touch me. I don't even want to sleep in the same room as him. There is zero attraction there right now. Now i realize that everything he says to me is a command, a complaint about something i do, or he's just whining about something. Hopefully a transfer works out and I can move soon. I'm not heartless, I'm just looking out for my own happiness, because I'm the only one who's going to. I should only have to answer to myself and not constantly live my life based on another person's schedule, only doing what they want to do, when they want to do it. I'm over it. I should be with somebody who brings out the best in me, not makes me feel like I'm living half a life and makes me feel guilty when I'm doing anything fun. Please stop sucking the life out of me.
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Oh Marina [30 Jun 2012|10:47pm]
Every boyfriend is the one
Until otherwise proven
The good are never easy
The easy never good
And loving never happens like you think it really should

Deception and perfection are wonderful traits
One will breed love
the other hate
you'll find me in the lonely hearts
under 'I'm after a brand new start'

And I don't belong to anyone

They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker
They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker

Girls and their cosmic gourmet vomit
Boys and their toys and their six inch rockets
We're all very lovely 'til we get to know each other
As we stop becoming friends and we start becoming lovers

And I don't belong to anyone

They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker
They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker
They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker
They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker

I'm only happy when I'm on the run
I break a million hearts just for fun
I don't belong to anyone

I guess you could say that my life's a mess
But I'm still looking pretty in this dress
I'm the image of deception

When everything is life and death
You may feel like there's nothing left
Instead of love and trust and laughter
What you get is happy never after
But deep down all you want is love
The pure kind we all dream of
But we cannot escape the past
So you and I will never last

'cause I'm a Homewrecker
Homewrecker
'cause I'm a Homewrecker
Homewrecker
'cause I'm a Homewrecker
Homewrecker
'cause I'm a Homewrecker
Homewrecker
'cause I'm a Homewrecker
Homewrecker
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sigh [30 Jun 2012|06:46am]
this no eating and no sleeping thing is getting real old.. Wish I could just not think and feel so much for a change.
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It was always about you [29 Jun 2012|08:40pm]
JJispopcorn, 7 years later and you are still torturing me. But I know you've moved on and never think of me. I think I finally found someone new to compare everyone else to. I will always treasure Summer 2005.
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About H [28 Jun 2012|09:16pm]
Man, I'm in trouble with this one. Paul Trout? Maybe....just maybe.
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[28 Jun 2012|08:56pm]
I'm having such a good night, but I know as soon as he comes home it won't be fun anymore. So miserable, get me out of here.
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About H [27 Jun 2012|08:48pm]
Ugh, this boy makes me smile sooooo big! How does he know how to do this?
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random [22 Jun 2012|10:19pm]
Ugh, I feel so fucking useless.......and lonely....can't fucking wait til get out of here.


Miserable!
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H.M. [20 Jun 2012|10:55pm]
It's kind of awesome when the guy you have had a crush on for a long time tells you you're beautiful :) :) :)
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[20 Jun 2012|06:02pm]
If only breaking up were as easy as falling in love.
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R.D. [20 Jun 2012|04:44pm]
Oh please, let me fucking stop what I'm doing to make you a sandwich! Jesus Christ, grow the fuck up, I'm not your mother.
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